Love Language: I Discovered My Husband’s Love Language …And It Changed Everything

6 October 19, 2017 By Dang

I Discovered My Husband’s Love Language …And It Changed Everything

He said I didn’t support him in his pursuit of his dream career.

We’ve had many arguments in our 10+ year relationship, but this comment insulted and hurt me more than anything he’s ever said to me.

All I do is support him.

I couldn’t believe he just uttered those words. I was shocked to silence when he first spat that out at me. I looked around in disbelief that he could actually feel that way.

I looked around at the janky old apartment in Jersey City (above my mother in law, mind you), that I agreed to move into for him from my beloved city of Manhattan so he’d be close to school for his needed prerequisites. I looked at the bin of freshly washed laundry done so he’d not have to worry about having bright white shirts ready for work, and I looked at my non-existent workspace since he has the entire office to himself…




Then my rage came. Read: “When my Marriage Fell apart, I Felt Like I Had Failed at Something” – Chigul

I had an Ally McBeal moment of bashing my laptop right onto the top his head. I spat right back at him. Listing all the things I’ve done that show my support in his future career. From helping him with research, writing, to small things that make his life easier so he can do what he has to do. It was a laundry list, and by the time I’d finished, my face was soaked, I was standing over him, shaking and much louder than I started out.
His response:
“Yeah, but you never SAY supportive things.”

I wanted to punch him in the nose.

Words? I thought. You want words?

Had I known that all I needed to do was shake a pom pom and say “Go John, go!” I’d be happily living in a cute uptown Manhattan apartment and not be so far from all of my friends, family, and support system.

If I’d known that words mattered more than actions, I’d have done a LOT less, been a lot more comfortable, and just tossed a few saccharine sentiments at him each day while maintaining the lifestyle I wanted. Sigh.




To me, words are worthless. Anybody can say whatever they want, but what I value are actions. Politicians say “no new taxes” and then raise them five minutes later. Cheaters say “you’re the only one for me” and then go hook up with their side piece. People talk about getting healthy for years as they continue to lay on the couch eating junk food. Words have very little value in my eyes.

Actions matter. What you actually DO means a lot more than what you say to me. There’s a big difference in the friend that visits you in the hospital after you’ve given birth saying “girl, I got your back” and the friend that pops up a week postpartum with two casseroles, forces you to lay down and starts tidying up your home while you rest.

I had a moment of resentment-tinged clarity after my “I’m oh so supportive” tirade. My mind went to Gary Chapman’s book “The 5 Love Languages” that I read very early in our relationship, and re-read last summer. I gave my husband the book to read, and he didn’t. So I sent him the quiz to help him discover his love language in lieu of reading. He never sent his results.

After reading, I realized that acts of service, and quality time are my languages. (Don’t get me wrong, I love a gift as much as the next girl!) But I feel most loved when you actually do something meaningful for me. I think this stems from what I saw my dad modeling toward my mom growing up with little things like filling up her gas tank and keeping her car clean.




I wanted to say (in the nastiest, attitude-filled, ratchet, neck swiveling way) “If you had actually read the Love Languages book…maybe you could have communicated this earlier….”

But instead I was silent (for once). He was finally telling me his love language!

My husband was communicating his feelings. In his way. He was letting me know that he was hurting and feeling unsupported and needed something different from me. It didn’t matter how I felt about my level of support towards him. It didn’t matter how I felt about what it was that he needed.
And it was my job to ensure he had what he needed. Period.

Words may not hold much weight with me, but it’s irrelevant if it’s what’s required for my husband to feel like I’ve got his back. Just like him doing the dishwasher each night is just a random chore to him but makes me feel loved and like he values the time I have to spend in the mornings with our son.

Since this conversation I’ve changed the “language” I speak with my husband. I’d be the person to clean the bathroom because he hates doing it almost as much as I hate doing dishes, thinking that he understands it as an act of love. But it doesn’t translate. He doesn’t speak that love language. Now, I’ve been trying my best to speak (literally) words of affirmation, words of love, words of appreciation, words of encouragement and words of support to my husband. He’s my best friend and I want him to always feel like I support him in his endeavors no matter what language I have to speak it in.

Knowing his love language has made me a better wife.

Whats your love language?

Written by Danielle Faust

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6 comments on “Love Language: I Discovered My Husband’s Love Language …And It Changed Everything

  1. Anonymous

    Such a coincidence tht I shld come across this today. Feels like she was a fly on the wall n basically rewrote or retold this very incident from a page in my book n just reversed the roles. Had this exact same fight or I’m struggling with this very issue with my partner even up to this morning. But I am him and he is her. He speaks through action which I’ve come to understand through reading the very book mentioned above, and don’t get me wrong I DO appreciate the things he does and effort he makes but I still end up feeling lonely in the relationship because my love language is “words of affirmation, love, encouragement, appreciation”. I in no way lack self esteem or would be described as insecure, far from that. But occasionally I would love to HEAR him say these things sometimes followed by a hug. I feel emotionally disconnected but I’ve come to understand that acts of service is him saying he loves n cares deeply for me and he is starting to understand my language and needs. The other day I got terribly upset about something and he didn’t just stand there or try to tell me something overly rationally which in the heat of the moment would only sound insensitive to me, but to my surprise he pulled me into a tight hug and SAID all the right things till I was calm and better able to receive “the rational”. Changes!!! Small but sure. ?




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  2. Anonymous

    Funny Huh! How someone will give words so much weight. Well, for me its not an excuse to discredit all her actions because she doesnt support them with words. Already the man can see with his eyes all that he does so if he need her to also say nice things, he could have just said it in the nicest way possible




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